To come this point I do realise I lack the quality of observation. Skin-deep understanding, I must admit, ruled me these few years. I tend to look at the things present only above surfaces of a present condition.
But alas I think with an opposing view now. Indeed the need for analysing is graver than I expected, moving into reality.
What can I achieve now? What can I do? Learn from mistakes.
And to conclude that indeed, I should start taking into account, the things that happen around me.