If you noticed this pattern.

How many people still read my blog? I can't tell, since no one comments these days. But if you do, then  hi, hope you've been well.

I have a bit of trouble sleeping tonight. it's 12 midnight, and I still harbour thoughts from this afternoon's exam. I was quite badly reprimanded this afternoon by one of my lecturers for failing to practicing enough for this round of the exams. Indeed hip-hop and samba weren't my forte, but the words did cut deep.

I also noticed something. I haven't blog up until recently... And this may very well be a sign that my relationship is stumbling. The time I had a writing hiatus was also when I was fresh into the relationship. I see now, she also stopped blogging around the same time...

But did you noticed the pattern recently? We both got back to writing. Of course it may be purely coincidental. Yet I ponder this, it might be that we're drifting apart.

I guess I've gotten carried away with my studies...

But that excuse is one that most people won't question...

Except maybe her.

Making you angry.

I am busy here doing tribute. I get myself immerse in my scope of academic and co-curricular activities because it feels gratifying. And when I am in that mood and zone of work, the thing that sets me on fire to burn is a text from you saying I didn't make time for you. Here's my answer, 24 hours is too little on weekdays in the city. Trust me if I were to be in Kampar, I'd have more time up my sleeves.

There is a time and place for all things to happen under the sun, and that includes dating and courtship. But being so close to finals and tribute, it is a very wrong thing if I don't commit myself to academics and instead, to date.

I opt not to break up because I am content by what you do. So you here are the one who hated me for what I do in the 1st place. I love music, I can share that passion. Unfortunately you retaliate.