My emotion's are dominating my decisions again, overly dependent on feeling my heart rather than thinking rationally.
Yet rationality sometimes is futile... Why my somewhat self-induced misery? Love isn't a game, it's a life commitment! SO no hazardous decisions, I will just remain inactive as I was, I'll let pure fate to take its place without MY intervention.
And then comes worries of studies, time never gives in... But I will do my studies eventually, mark my words yes!
So be such, I will try to do it, give it my best in all.